Wednesday, March 18, 2009

HELPLESS

Have you ever felt so helpless like there is no hope, it's like everyone thinks you have this perfect life and everything is gravy, but inside you are falling apart, well guess what welcome to my life, it's like for every two thingsthat go right there is another three things that go horribly wrong. Don't gety me wrong I was not always this crazy emotional basket case, but with time comes more resposibilities, and with a harsh life comes tough lessons, we can't all remain sweet and innocent forever.

For the most part I try to look on the bright side and stay positive but it can be extremely hard with all the negativity out there whether it's from the news or just from the people around you.Sometimes I sit and remember the girl with the positve attitude who thought everything would happen for her in time, her naiveness still urkes me butwhat can you do but grow up and face the harsh realities that is ones life.

I must admit I have gooten more negative as the years have passed but with the help of my sister, my crazy niece and a loving spouse I will muddle my way through this maze and hopefully find my salvation on the other side.

1 comment:

  1. Honey!!, That innocent and positive child still lives inside, infact you look at her everyday in teh mirror. You are one of a trillion victims of this space we called "world". However, it cannot eat you alive unless you yeild, and from what I know youa re one fighter so i have no fear you will survive. However, those talks about negativity, please to remove from your vocabulary..ASAP they are poisionous extremely. Furthermore, when you encounter unfavourable circumsatnce you need not get angry about them, obviously you attract that energy to your soula nd you ought to learn something from it, therefore, think about what you are suppose to walk away with and get stepping. Life is what we make it and noone determines our destiny but us and we do that through our thoughts and action, it is in this breath that i detest your negative thoughts they will only hamper your success. I have found a secret, its called "The Secret" the great book of life and wisdom, if you havent read it yet, then am almost sure your life will be different after you have, its teh only secret that was meant to share. I am sharing it with you. You are your thoughts and thoughts become things so my dear ...nuture only positive thoughts...love yah...Saudicka!!

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